Lap

So I finally had my lap and hysteroscopy on Thursday.  The lap just confirmed what we already knew.  Five fibroids all on the outside of the uterus with the largest measuring over 6 cm.  This should not be a reason for RPL according to the surgeon.  Also, endometriosis in the cul-de-sac.  Now according to the surgeon 50% of all women have endometriosis so this shouldn't be a big deal and it is not what is causing me pain...um...I disagree.  WTF!? I just feel that her statement verifies the fact that most regular gyne's just don't know a whole lot about endometriosis.  I was told by several women to go see a true endo specialist for the exact reason that most gyne's don't know what they are talking about with endometriosis and their treatment of it.  However, considering there are only like ten such doctors, I did not want to go out of state to have surgery when I didn't know for sure if I have endo.  So this is my fault and perhaps I will regret my decision.  The good news is the hysterscopy showed no scarring from the D&C or polyps. 

I am actually feeling pretty good.  Took some pain pills the first day and watched Black Swan (which really made me trip out).  I am eating plenty of ice cream :) and just trying to prepare myself for work tomorrow.  Hopefully this anesthesia will wear off soon so I don't appear drunk tomorrow.  I have to interview several new potential employees this week and I'm pretty sure coming across as a drugged up, loopy, crazy person is not the image my company is wanting me to portray.