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Wednesday, September 10, 2014

FET Update

Of the 5 frozen embryos, only 1 made it through the thaw.  The lab claims a 98% thaw rate.  Nobody can understand or tell me how this happened.  4 "good" quality 5 and 6 day blasts all arrested.  Lots of tears were shed with the realization that our family would not be completed with our remaining embryos.

We put 1 embryo in and miscarried on 7-31-14 (Happy f'ing birthday to me).

Pretty much in shock even a month later.

Had my annual infertility labs drawn this month....FSH 9.5 and AMH .86.  Basically my body is wanting to go into menopause at the age of 34.  Again...shocked/numb.  My labs were always perfect, even a year ago.  A year ago my FSH was 3 something and AMH was 2.2.  How is this happening? 

CCRM phone consult scheduled for 10-2-14 with Dr. Surrey.  We have lost hope that any clinic can help us in Kansas City.

The two year break of not having to think about this infertility crap is over.  Just thinking every day of all the other ways that I am blessed so I do not sink back into that dark hole again.   

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